before i closed the door, i took one last look…

ever felt like you wanted to go back, but then it wouldn’t be healthy, that’s why you’re just pushing forward?! well, how do you feel when you saw someone with whom you felt one of the deepest feelings you’ve ever had in your entire life, with his current love?! a part of you wants to greet him, pero there’s also this other part who doesn’t want to interfere with the fun they’re having…

has happened a lot of times to me before… and as i looked back on those times that it happened, it didn’t really have healthy effects on me… i become nauseated, sometimes out of my mind…

but really, after some thought, i start to feel fine… i’m just happy that everytime he wakes up in the morning, he is thinking about someone, and that someone thinks about him, too…

there are times that i want to see him and keep my emotions in check… to know if what i’m feeling for this current guy are real, and not just mere replacements for what i once felt for the past…

did i even make any sense there?!

told you, i sometimes go out of my mind…


About angelbevz

I'm a girl full of contradictions.
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