>Forget about me…

> I was at a low point…

I came across an old notebook, a small one, which contained “love letters” I wrote for my future husband… What initiated me to do this was when a friend called me up and vented out her frustration about a failing love… We came to talk about a book titled “When God Writes Your Love Story” by Eric and Leslie Ludy. The authors talked about how they wrote love letters to their future spouses, and I somehow did the same thing.

I started writing back in 2007. Around August, a time when I first experienced a break-up. I said sorry to my future husband, as I have given something precious to that boyfriend, that was supposed to be reserved for him…

Then, after a few letters, I suddenly addressed it to one particular person… A guy whom I thought I have already gotten over… Oh, don’t get me wrong, I have already gotten over him… It’s just that, when I remembered how we were, I missed him… I know he’s already set his sights on someone, and I’m happy about that… I’m just sad that I lost him, as a dear friend…

I went through some old files, where some of our pictures were… He actually made me appreciate the wacky poses, cheapskate hang-outs, and tweetum commutes… He made me want to save up seriously for the future… For a future I thought we would be sharing together, supposedly starting December last year, or January this year…

No use crying over spilled milk, right? [for his case, soy milk]…

I know he must have already forgotten about me… I still sometimes indulge in looking at his profile, once in a while, and trying to get updates… But i have ultimately stopped communicating with him. We are both leading different lives, both setting sights on other people, both happy… I think…

If you, yes you who I’m talking about… If you hear anything about what I wrote, PM me… I actually miss you, friend…

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About angelbevz

I'm a girl full of contradictions.
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